Dizzy

I was standing in the livingroom and we have this gate so our dog won't go there at night. Anyway my sister comes home and I get super dizzy like I couldn't see and I had to rely on the gate to not fall down and faint. I was standing there talking to my sister so I turned my head around to where my little brothers where sitting to avoid my sisters eye contact and talked on and it eased a bit and my sis asked if I where fine but I pretended like everything was fine.

Overdose

I took like 17 ibumuetin pills (max recomended 3) and 14 paracetamol (max 8 recomended)
and 15 D vitamin pills (about 1-2 recomended)
And 20 melatonin pills (1-2 recomended)
And now in the morning I feel like shit. It feels like my ribcage wants to pop out in pain. I told my mom I have a stomach ache byt she told me it's stress and that I didn't sleep enough.

You fat pig(me)

I ate a lot today and I did not purge yet but I think I can still get most of it out since I got up at about 5pm and it's only 8pm now. Well okay I am just a fat pig who is lonely cuz no one wants me. I am fucking too fat for anyone to love. Everyone is just lying. I guess what mom told you as a kid where true "If you don't love yourself you can't loce others." She had no idea how right she where. Or what about that time she told you "You are getting fat." It was the truth and it still is. Your sister also told you "You can't eat that you'll get fat." She was also right. Or what about that time your "best friend" couldn't tell you you where skinny. She used the words "curvy." While she described your sister as "skinny." You will always be the fat one. Always. Unless you work it. Make them all regret it fuck they will never dare to call you fat again.

Meanspo and thinspo

Let's hope you where not gonna eat that damn disgusting calorie filled food. Think about how the calories in the food slowly will go into your system and create more fat. Fat on your stomach, thighs, arms, legs ,etc. Think how beautiful you would look without all that that fat. Now drink two glasses of water. Do a few jumping jacks, some push ups and crunches. Don't you feel good? Yeah you don't need food. Now drink another glass of water and starve on.

Thinspo

Here is some thinspo to keep you motivated. Keep starving. Stay hungry. I'll post more later
Kisses Anasfatkitten

Sleeping the whole day

I woke up this morning from 2hours sleep, fml. Last week and this week is us students in my class "practising" working. So I went to work and I came home an hour ago. I have had a headache all day leaving me feel extra groggy and exhausted. I came home about two hours ago and it's 5:30pm now I am gonna sleep now though cuz I am way too tired.